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Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Rendezvous With Death
4:50 AM

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“No,” I laughed. I knew I was beginning to lose my mind. I clutched my hands to my head, and pressed the palm of my hands against my temples to get rid of the horrible pain that suddenly pierced through my ears. “I think I’m insane, and you’re my insanity!” I glared at him, still laughing, having a breakdown right there on the couch. “Especially you. You don’t exist! Cytherea? She doesn’t exist either! You’re just—… a voice in my head! You’re all in my imagination, and I’ve read too many vampire novels. No. My cousin was right. I’ve read far too many novels, period!” I groaned. I wanted to pass out from the pain.

All this time, Cytherea lay motionless on the sofa. Legs together, tilting ever so slightly to the left, in an inclined position; much like a French porcelain doll. Her eyes were shut, and I could simply not stop looking at her. They were both so real! There wasn’t the slightest bit of emotion in her. No shock, no surprise, only an expression of deep understanding, and pity towards me. “You can’t expect the child to believe in all you’re pouring down on her.” She sighed, a bit of a Mediterranean accent lingering in her words. “You’ve confused her. Our existence is but a myth to these mortals, and she’s having a perfectly human reaction.” She opened her eyes, and looked directly at me, her fierce eyes piercing my despairing gaze. They were hazel, yes, I already knew that, but in all the time I spent contemplating her features, I never noticed the various shades in between the spectrum from brown, to olive, to amber, and blue. They were absolutely beautiful, and it wasn’t long before I became drowsy, falling spellbound to the color of her eyes— the delicate fierceness of her gaze.

I must’ve passed out, since when I opened my eyes, it was 6:22 AM, and Cassian had come by around 11:00 PM, along with Cytherea, the latest addition to the Nightwalker coven. I was in my bedroom for some reason, yet I didn’t seem to remember waking up at any moment, and shifting from my studio to the bedroom. Had Cassian carried me and tucked me in? I immediately headed back to the studio, never mind the fact that my hair was an absolute mess, my glasses were still on the night table, and I was still wearing nothing but a skimpy pair of boxer shorts, and an old T-shirt with paint splotches all over it, now dried up, and probably permanent.

There was a note adhered to my computer screen, written in elaborate cursive writing I had a hard time deciphering.

My Dearest Samantha,
Please forgive the ill-mannered behavior you witnessed last night. I should have been more considerate of you. I apologize for the lack of tact, and sensitivity I displayed. I wish to make it up to you . Over a cup of hot chocolate perhaps? I’ve noticed your dislike for caffeine. Meet me at The Witching Hour an hour after the sun sets. We have matters to discuss.

Sincerely,
Cassian, the imaginary voice in your head

Good God… what the hell is going on?! I took a deep breath, trying to get a hold of myself. No, you’re not insane, and no, he’s not imaginary. Quit overreacting, you didn’t make him up! I spent over an hour trying to make sense of things. Was I insane? Deranged? Delusional? None of the medication I took said anything about hallucinations. I was talking to people who weren’t there; who didn’t exist, and apparently now, I knew how to write in flamboyant cursive writing.

I ripped the note from the computer screen. It looked real. It felt real. But was it? All trace of logic and reality had been obliterated. I had gone to The Witching Hour, and befriended Death. I had gone to The Witching Hour, and had gotten myself involved with a Vampire. And to think months ago I used to write stories about vampires, witches, ghosts, and what not, thinking it was all fiction.

“Oh, not at all, my dear!” He’d said to me, ordering a couple of hot drinks. He would have the same thing I would, he said— a cup of hot chocolate. “Take a look around you. Especially here. This place is plagued! I could pin point a couple vampires right here, right now. Witches too. See that woman over there?” He pointed to a young woman sitting next to a tall man near the counter. They were both redheads, blue-eyed. “ The woman with the white tank top and red stripes… you know, the one with the short denim skirt, white heels, and a bow tying up her hair? Yeah, she’s a witch. And so is the man she’s having a drink with. Her brother, I believe.” He said nonchalantly, as if seeing witches, and vampires sitting at a café drinking coffee was the most mundane thing in the world. “ Angels, demons, werewolves, vampires, spirits… the list goes on, darling. They walk amongst you everyday.” Our drinks had arrived, and I was staring at this man, this…lunatic. I could’ve simply walked away. I had no intention to stay more than a couple minutes. “So you’re telling me that you’re a vampire, and that everyone here is some kind of… mythical being?” I asked. I was… shaken, to say the least. Not at the thought of him being a vampire, but rather at the thought of him being some sort of psycho. Great idea going to a random coffee shop without so much as an escort in a completely new town. The worst part was that he looked like your average young adult male! Black hair, blue-green eyes, I hadn’t paid much attention to him. I was too busy getting familiar my surroundings.



Sunday, November 25, 2007
Rendezvous With Death
9:24 PM

. . .

“Will I ever rid myself of you?” I asked. Cassian had already made his way into the sofa and turned on the plasma television set to see what shows were on at the moment, and I was still clutching my head, trying to get some writing done. No inspiration. “ You’ve classified me now as some kind of disease?” He laughed, flashing his fangs boldly, crossing his legs, and flipping through the channels with a speed not even close to that of a human. He’d already made himself comfortable in the comfort of my black leather couch. Wait. How on earth did he— did I leave the gate open?! “I told you before. My intention is not to annoy you, and it seems I’m not interrupting anything, so I thought I’d drop by. I was around the neighborhood, as you say, or don’t you mortals drop by every so often out of the blue for a small, pleasant visit?” He smirked, not even looking at me, his blue eyes plastered on the television screen, as his thumb came to a sudden halt, and the TV screen went black.

“Could you put on one of those old radio shows? The CBS Radio Mystery Theatre? I want to listen to ‘Cat’s Craddle’.” He was now only centimeters away from me; he was sitting on the black rolling office chair behind me, and his chin was resting on the space between my head, and shoulder. “Wait, no. I want to listen ‘Lady Macbeth at the Zoo’. Remember we never finished listening to that one.” I could feel him breathing down my neck, and that made me awfully uncomfortable. A shiver passed through me, and he merely chuckled. “I’m not going to bite you. I have outstanding self-control, and I’ve already fed.” He whispered in my ear. Another shiver crawled its way down my spine, and I pushed my chair backwards so he’d bite his tongue, or hit himself, or simply hurt himself. “You’re being far to bold, and I don’t like it. You’ll either behave, or get out of my house.” I hissed, refraining from looking at those pale blue eyes of his. From the moment he’d come in, I’d noticed they didn’t have that cute ‘puppy-dog’ expression they usually had, and I knew that wasn’t a good sign. His eyes were narrow now, fierce. They were overflowing with dominance, confidence, and control.

“There’s no need for you to be discourteous, my dear.” He nodded, brown eyebrows perking up in slight surprise at my overall attitude towards him. “What are you doing here Cassian?” I sighed, rolling my eyes, and switching the song from something classical, to “Monophobia” by Malice Mizer. Symphonic Metal— my anti-drug. I let out a deep, pleasant sigh, and rolled my shoulders. Standing from the chair, I stretched my limbs. I walked over to the couch, and plopped onto it; head resting on one of the arm rests, legs spread across the cushions. Taking a deep breath, and closing my eyes shut, I took in the strong smell of leather that plagued the couch. I loved that scent. “ Ugh… you’re just like Lilith, listening to that ruckus! Doesn’t it annoy you?” He lowered the volume on the speakers, and sat on the couch adjacent to the one I lay on.

“Like I said, just a small visit. I’m actually showing a fellow Nightling, around the neighborhood.” He smiled; glad to see me in a better mood already. “…And you left him alone just to come say ‘hi’ to me?” I asked in disbelief, mocking him. There had to be another reason for his visit. Yes, he did come by often without calling, or informing he’d drop by, but I’d seen him but a couple days ago at the coffee shop we both frequented— the Midnight Lounge. “ First of all, my dear, it’s a she. And second of all, would you think me as insensitive? Of course not. I take pride in my manners, and chivalrous character.” I let out a sudden laugh in spite of my self. “Samantha, I would like you to meet Cytherea.” He prodded my shoulder, so I’d open my eyes. In front of me, sitting on the armchair opposite to me, was a young woman, not much older than I was. A waterfall of long, cascading blonde curls flowed all the way covering her mid-back— a beautiful golden veil. Mediterranean features chiseled into her marble face, she surpassed by far Cassian’s level of preternatural beauty. Her skin was as white as those ancient Greek marble statues. She was, in fact, a living, breathing statue. She was a Nightling, all right— Sandro Boticcelli's Aphrodite herself! “You flatter me, young one.” She spoke, giggling slightly; her voice soft, and melodious. Young one? There seemed to be a realm of wisdom behind those four words, though they meant absolutely nothing; a realm of insight.

I didn’t want to be rude, I wanted to shake her hand— give her a hug, or a kiss on the cheek, as I often did when greeting someone, but something didn’t let me. I was paralyzed. My eyes would not cease their square-inch analysis of Cytherea’s features. Cassian prodded my shoulder again, and Cytherea shook her head, closing her hazel-colored eyes for a moment. “Don’t be frightened, child.” She approached me; Cassian offered his hand to lift me up from the sofa. There was something horridly intimidating about her. Her physical appearance was simply the paragon of preternatural child beauty, clad in a gorgeously embroidered white cotton dress, with an embroidered belt wrapped around and tied in the back. She opened her eyes, and smiled at me, as if understanding all to well my reaction—as if all this time, she’d expected this from me. Was that the reason she didn’t show herself earlier? “Well, don’t be rude, and greet her properly, Samantha!” Cassian scolded me. “She’s an ancient one. Show her you’re not an ill-mannered young mortal woman, and sit up.” He grew tired of extending his hand in a failed attempt for me to grab it, pulled me himself up to my feet. “I-I’m sorry…I…—” An ancient one. An ancient one in my home. I couldn’t believe it. How old was this child, and what were Cassian’s intentions in bringing another of his kind into my study like that?




Friday, November 23, 2007
Fallen
6:28 PM

"I fall astray
Surrendering to gravity and the unknown
Trying to stay away
Unable to be alone"

"My sins begin to gain weight
My body feels the gravity of it all
Is this truly my damned fate?
Please save me from this endless fall"


Damned to a life of darkness
Condemned to a world of sorrows
The angel falls broken and wingless
In its misery it wallows

It falls without emotion
Accepting its final fate
It proves its fierce devotion
Yet now, it is too late


Fixation
6:24 PM


Infamous insanity that haunts my mind
Obliged to take that necessary "fix"
Ravenous monster that haunts my kind
Imprisoned helpless by the crimson kiss

Unhealthy addiction I try to hide
The spurious mask of smiles and grins
Something to which I never applied
The monster inside constantly wins

Logic and reason are rapidly lost
Hidden under that phony face
Sleeping the monster at a heavy cost
Denial and negation slowly take its place

Craving to walk in the light
A pointless feat, a useless fight


Nocturnal Romance
3:33 PM

1. Gardenia

“Drink.” She said, her voice, a soft velvet whisper in his ear. “You’re running a fever. This’ll make it better.” A hot, burning liquid poured down his lips, and into his throat as he swallowed. A shiver passed through him, struggling not to cough out the medicine. Such a warm, pleasant sensation. It felt like poison to him. It made him drowsy. “I-..I beg your pardon, mademoiselle. It was never my intention to have the lady of the house assist me.” Thick scarlet liquid trickled down his pale lips— a trail of blood flowing down a path melting of snow.

“Oh, nonsense, young Maverick.” She scolded. “You gave all of us a fright out in the garden. And we were having such an enjoyable time too. Your cousin Mina tells me you’re quite gifted when it comes to playing the piano forte. We have one in the drawing room. Surely you could play a piece to entertain your beloved mother and I— a duet maybe? Once you recover, of course.”

“ Mademoiselle Baudelaire—“ He coughed.
“Chandelle. Please call me Chandelle, monsieur. There is no need for all those formalities in my household.” She placed the cork back in the small vial of medicine, and set it back in the beautifully ornate wooden box containing at least a dozen more vials of red liquid. “Please, monsieur Jan, there is no need for you to sit up. You’re sick. You should be resting. You really frightened little Mina, and the rest of us, losing consciousness just like that. This medicine should make you feel better in no time. Hopefully by supper time? I hear the Chef will be cooking duck a’lorange this evening. Your brother’s catch, I believe.”

A coughing fit overcame the young man as he sunk further into the covers, and set his head against the vividly embroidered pillows, a hand trying to cover up the cough, or at least make it sound less horrid. Lady Chandelle looked at him in slight horror, and attempted to assist him. “I beg of you, Lady Baudelaire, please leave me to my sickness, and delight the others with your presence. You’ve been here long enough, and they must be wondering if they should start getting concerned. It’s nothing more than a minor chest cold, I assure you. There’s no need for a medic. We already have enough with Mother being ill, and my sisters being unable to assist her. It’ll pass. Please don’t make a big fuzz about this little cough of mine. I dread the family will add another worry to their already endless list of—…Gardenias?” He blinked. His eyes had caught a glimpse of the bouquet of white flowers set in a glass vase beside him on the wooden night table.

“Your favorites, are they not?” Lady Baudelaire asked, looking at the flowers herself, and noticing the fallen petals for an instant. He began to cough once again, only allowing a couple of nods to serve as his poor reply to her inquiry. Yes, Gardenias. So beautiful. So delicate. So pure. Wait. How did you know? “You have very beautiful eyes, if you don’t mind my saying so, young Maverick. Your mother agrees in spite of her poor eyesight. Such a cold, icy blue. Yet, they differ from your twin’s. Not in color, or shape, of course. You two are identical in that sense, no doubt about that. There’s a…a certain innocence in your eyes, which Joseph lacks. Warmth— something untainted, and naive. Much like these flowers.” A soft giggle escaped those red-tinged lips, hints of a smirk almost visible on either corner of her delicate mouth. There's something almost angelic about them...

“Oh, but I digress, monsieur, and you must be sick of me already. The others must be tired of waiting too. Please forgive my idle prattle, but I do so much enjoy having someone to talk to. It’s been years since I’ve had company in this lonesome estate.” It’s a pleasure caring for your mother. I love her dearly. Mina as well, that precious little darling.” She continued to speak as she walked about the room. She seemed to be heading towards the door, now; the lower layers of her pompous silken dress dragging behind. “Don’t hesitate to call if you need anything. The servants will come lend a hand in whatever it is you require. They’ve been instructed to do so. As long as you remain in my estate, you’ll be treated not as a guest, but as an actual member of the Baudelaire family. The same goes for Lady Maverick, Joseph, and Mina.”

To Be Continued...